| I Have to write. I'm signed up for a writing group thing.
I have to remember how to write for fun...
Let's see...
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It'll come to me. |
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| I am having problems.
I'm lost.
It's winter break and I'm stressed out. I can't see this as a vacation, but some sick joke. I have noone to help me manage m time but I have loads of studying work and memorizing for plays and college apps. oh drown it all out won't you? |
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| =) Aaron suprised me with roses and chocolate kisses at rehersal.
I love him so. |
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| Well, I went to school....But three o clock is when the fun began. I rushed over to the dance room to oversee the cotumes and makeup jogged over to photo lab with the joker dashed back to the dance room found Tim helped angel with her makeupdashed witht hem over to the phto lab and Saw Candace and Mary!!!! I love them soo much. Oh and kat was there with her orange hair. Very punk today. Isn't she always?marys number so i dont forget 7262580.
Anyway chatted witht hem. Met marys lesbian sisteR/ She was interesting. Green lantern tatoo. It made me smile.
Went back to the dance room. Girls were all in a huff. I think if i drop out of the ance things would be easier. One of them got kicked out. I think i will be more usful if I help backstage. There was a screaming/calm match with me and a this girl amanda. Such a drama queen. I'm not used to having to defend myself.
And fucking tim keeps making decisions without me on. I know im not there suring sixth but for gods sake.
everything is just so crazy. And every once in awhile i remeber that i have to do somehting. Like i really have o work on my two essays but i have to keep my current grades up too even though i just have so much apllication stuff to do. The shows in a week Aarons always buisy or im always buisy my life feel s like a picaso painting. I just want sleep. A day of no worries. But i cant. I have too much to do.
Blah i need to wear my retainer
And damn im hungry.
Aaron and i were talking on the phone but he got mad at me and left. I guess that happens. It's frusterating though. I hope my life turns out better then this road i seem to have placed myself on.
" Maybe I'll be an artist if I grow up." |
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